So, i just finished another advanced baking class, and I am seeing the finish line! i have been soooo very fortunate in the past 6 weeks because I am meeting new people, exploring new relationships, and throwing myself into this whole chef schtick. And you know what? I love it! As all of you know, i didnt think it was the best choice but i sucked it up, shut the fuck up and said fuck it! Whats the worst that can happen? Im out 30k? and I waste a year? Please, suck it up! I feel now more than ever that I really am so grateful that I did go to culinary school. Better yet i was forced to jump ahead to make sure i didnt waste too much time waiting for my turn in the restaurant, more of that to come. So i had advanced garde manger with this whole new class. I only knew one person in that class! And you know what? I fucking loved them! They had idiosyncracies like my previous class. But they had class, they had passion and most of all, they had moxie! I immediately bonded with my girls and now im an honorary white hoodrat and I love them. And as many of you know, i was having severe doubts about this. But this showed me that you never know what fear is robbing you of. People love ignorance because it is bliss but not me, I want to know. So I love my job, my feet dont but thats why dansko is there, and i love school and i love learning! I really see my life unfolding in front of me like never before. I am who i am and people can like it or suck my balls, i mean realistically I can always say "Pop off, son!!" So so i regret moving to dallas? Hell no, its the best thing i have ever done. even at 30, or soon to be 31
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seriously, your label has me cracking up! =)
And I'm glad you are here. That makes me very, very happy. Even better is that you are following your dream and doing quite well at it too!
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