Rebirth

Isnt it funny when the chaos clears in your head and you finally have a plan and you feel like youre set, right? But thats exactly when you should fear the worst. So i have my next 2 years planned, i get to stay in Dallas and explore my loves, tour, wine and food. Now this is exactly what you should never do. When you make sense of the chaos.com thats when life will throw you a wrench, mostly because she is so bitter, but also because she likes to fuck with people. I can dig that as all of you who know me know. Now, the question lies, when you are trying to solve the chaos and you succeed, should you never have done that as its a self-defeating prophecy? Fuck no, because I have many many scenarios planned in my head, and what i perceive to be the wrench is actually something I have an eventuality for. BUT when that wrench does finally come, ill be crying like the little bitch i am... Nightey night cruel world, hello sweet oblivion, out of the ashes I am the phoenix